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Another Colorful Evening in NC
by ~Jazamataz1
If I leftIf I left this world tomorrow, would anyone even care?  
If I was never seen again, would you notice I wasn't there?  
If my heart stopped beating in my chest,  And I laid down for that final rest  Would anyone hold my memory in there hearts, so dear?  
Would anyone even shed a tear?  
Knowing that I was nothing but part of your past,  And this glimpse of me would be your last.  Would you sit and think of the fun memories we did share?  Would you break down when you became aware,  That all those happy memories would be  The only thing you had left of me? If I left
by ~Jazamataz1
At the endI'm at the end.  There isn't much more I can take.  Everything is only getting worse.  I really need a break.  Day in and day out,  Nothing is what I do.  My life is so confusing.  Why do I feel like I do?  I'm by myself,  Dreading each and every day,  With nobody to talk to,  Just hoping things will be okay.  I've created some sort of prison,  Where hating myself is the crime.  Someday maybe things will change?  I guess I will know in time.  Nobody understand me,  Or knows what I'm going through.  Keeping a smile on my face,  Acting happy with what At the end
by ~Jazamataz1
SheAlone in the world,  As tears came into her eyes.  Nobody cared,  She wanted to die.  She wanted to get out of this world.  She wanted to cry.  She thought no one would miss her  If she was to die.  'What should I do'  She asked day after day.  'Should I leave this awful place,  Or should I just stay?'  She silently screamed.  She needed attention.  For someone to show her,  Love or affection.  She became different.  Stayed away from her friends.  The only thing she wanted  Was for her life to finally end.  She made a decision,  Maybe not She
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The future scares me...

Tue Apr 10, 2007, 3:50 PM
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Shiny Toy Guns
  • Drinking: Orangeade... It tastes icky :O
Yeah, so, Junior year... Only got about 2 more months left till I become a big bad senior, and I turn 17 in May.

So anyways... Me and 3 of my friends were talking about possibly moving out over summer to get an apartment in the area. And I gotta say, I've been doing some research, the cheapest place I found in the area was $565/month, which isn't that bad. A little over $100 for each of us. So anyhoo, I'm working on getting a job so I can legally move out once I turn 17. Though I'm not sure if I'm actually going to go through with it just yet, because I want my parents to support my decision. And there's no way in hell they'll let me move out before I'm legal, but I still want to give it a try.

So I'm on my job hunt, and I'm going to put $100 from each paycheck in the bank for the apartment. One of my friends is 18 and is going to sign off the apartment with us. I'll be sharing a room with my friend Bret and we've been working on planning everything out. Then again, I don't know if they're taking it as seriously as I am. Buuuut I'm really thinking about it. Considering where we're living would be close to school, so I wouldn't drop out, and near home if an emergency occurs.

Oh well... We'll see.

And I've been working on some art junk in my free time, not sure if I want to submit it just yet though. But SOMETHING shall be submitted... eventually. I've been overwhelmed with stuff recently, no relaxing time.

Oh yeah... And I get to take my ACT next Saturday, huzzah. Speaking of the future.

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  • Current Residence: St. Louis, Missouri, USA
  • Interests: Drawing, writing, NWN, and stuff..
  • Favourite movie: Nightmare Before Christmas
  • Favourite band or musician: Shiny Toy Guns, Rediscover, Tsunami Bomb, Walls of Jerchio
  • Favourite genre of music: Too many
  • Favourite photographer: Muh sis
  • Favourite style of art: Oekaki
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Shell of choice: The one on the beach?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Well, my room's navy blue.
  • Skin of choice: I'm not Buffalo Bill? <.<
  • Favourite game: NwN, CS, F.E.A.R
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Pink Panther
  • Personal Quote: Try walking a mile in his shoes... That way you're a mile away, and you have his shoes!
  • Tools of the Trade: Jo mamma

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~Lavadragon12 May 28, 2006, 8:00:26 PM
CASEH WAKE UPPPP<.<

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Dragons shall one day rule the world.
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~His-Masters-Voice May 4, 2006, 1:03:27 PM
Oi, woman. Update.

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Yep, I'm active again, and on a roll.
Active Projects ~
NWN II Persistant World : 1.1Gb out of 3.5Gb completed
Unnamed MMORPG : Game engine and server software underway, hiring texture artists and animators.
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~His-Masters-Voice Apr 22, 2006, 5:37:43 AM
I used to have another one of these though it has long since been lost. Thanks for the +watch. I'll put more art on the site as soon as I buy a higher resolution scanner.

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Yep, I'm active again, and on a roll.
Active Projects ~
NWN II Persistant World : 1.1Gb out of 3.5Gb completed
Unnamed MMORPG : Game engine and server software underway, hiring texture artists and animators.
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~Lavadragon12 Mar 31, 2006, 11:18:57 PM
CASEH!*wave*

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Dragons shall one day rule the world.
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~Lavadragon12 Apr 4, 2006, 9:25:33 PM
CASEH!

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Dragons shall one day rule the world.
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